What do i mean to you
So I tend to look at my gfs tumblr every now and then. At the moment I kinda feel like I’m just a spec of dust in her vast universe. She mentions other people who have affected her or mentions their birthdays. For me, I have nothing. No birthday shout out no pics together. Is it bc she doesn’t know I have a tumblr, that I never look at her tumblr, or she really doesn’t think of me as much as I think she does. It could me be over thinking things and I should have more important pressing thoughts on my mind such as exams, papers, med school, what to eat later, what I’m gonna do for our 1 year. Its not the case right now. For all the good things I perceive to do for her I guess I would like to be noted in her public domain. Actions speak louder than words and in this case im beginning to think so
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indieandyy motivation bhav madrelobo
lately i’ve been thinking about failure and how i don’t want to ever come into contact with it. i don’t want to become a failure in the eyes of my parents, in my relationships, and in my own eyes. often times it seems to hold me back from going out and doing even though i know that i am capable of achieving. it’s time for change and it will happen now especially with med school on the horizon
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